I don’t know what I’m doing.
I don’t know where I’m going.
I don’t know what I’m feeling.

Confusion and little decisions seem to block my mind these days.
I wonder where school is taking me. I figured out that by next winter semester I should be graduating. This isn’t that long off, really. I’ve got to get my schedule in gear and figure out what I’m doing. I want to take the summer off, but I should take Anatomy and Physiology this summer just to get that major 5 credit course out of the way. Then I could focus my energy on that one class…yeah….I think I should do that…

I made that decision myself without anyone else’s influence. There is a big step there! Lol

Life is so simple, but so complex (if we make it that way). I always think of the people that live in Europe. Many of them are very humble with their little “go-nowhere” jobs or the simplicity and appreciation for just being alive. I mean, they don’t really have amazing jobs, but yet when they leave the workplace they have amazing and rich lives. The love they have for life is incredible. They go out and truly appreciate the small things in life. Drinking wine, small walks, sitting in the yard, gardening…we, as the Bulldog Americans that we are, should take into account of all the positive things in life. What we have is the only thing that will ultimately be taken away from us at any time.

Love the people around you. Hate and anger are always emotions people will have, but we’ve got to overcome it and be a bigger person and just love everyone. Accept the differences; it is what makes us all unique and personalized. Do something new. Plant a garden, ride a horse, or just take a walk outside and open your eyes. Just open them wide and think of the amazing things you have seen/heard/ and done in life thus far.

Money will always be an issue for the rest of your life. We can’t all be privileged and have a fortune handed to us, we must work for it. Relaxation goes hand in hand with work though. You must leave work at work and don’t worry about the little things at the office. Once you leave work, put your happy face on and think of the people that love you…love them back. Pay attention to your families. Put your Blackberry down, the office won’t crash while you are gone. Take time to appreciate the life you have built for yourself.

Did you know that besides Asia, we are the hardest working society?
Trueness. We work and work like little bees; never actually resting or taking time to smell the flower. We instead just go from flower to flower working on the pollination and not stopping for a few extra seconds to enjoy the aroma of life. Granted, sometimes life stinks, but we move on to the next flower.

Chins up my little worker bees.
We’ll all get through life together.

We need to just stop and smile once in a while. Life really is great. It is what we make it out to be.

xoxo