School has been a great learning and organized experience…and I still have a year and a half to go… I am in my third semester and taking three very difficult classes. The teachers expect a lot because we are all adults and know our responsibilities, but honestly, it almost seems like too much work.

I go to a tech. college where they are supposed to understand that you are either a full time parent, full time employee, and just that your life is busy and you are trying to better yourself and juggle life at the same time…but I don’t think they care. I’m taking three classes and I can hardly find time to shower, let alone study.

Sometimes it is frustrating, but I know I can do it. I just have to keep on pushing forward for another year and a half. When I finally graduate it will be a huge relief and I will be able to go on to a better paying job.

Ultimately I’d like to become a Medical Assistant, work as one for a while, go back to school (preferably the Uni of MN) for something in the medical field. I’ve always wanted to be a mortician or work with bodies. Or even perhaps go on to doing something with gynecology. I find it all fascinating.

Either way, I just need to be happy now. I need to realize that sometimes I can’t control things and I don’t know how it will turn out. I need to do the best I can and just be happy that I have the will to better myself.

There will always be a brighter day just ’round the corner.

xo